K Sawyer Paul

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My Lover’s Phone part 1

This is the first section of four from Lattice 5, coming out on Friday October 25. If you’d like to read the rest of it when it’s released the quickest way to do so is subscribing for only $2 per month.

My lover’s phone has 92 buttons, and I don’t know what to do with any of them. It’s the same bland beige that coats every computer I’ve ever seen, like cement without texture or wear, the kind of beige reserved for storage Tupperware. It’s a small phone, well, for what it is I would call it small. It’s small compared to other phones I’ve seen in person, like my dad’s, who only ever uses it in his truck even though he says it’s not a car phone. It sits in his glove compartment next to the truck manual and slowly dies of misuse. He says it’s just for emergencies, and that’s why it’s so thick and heavy. He bought it because if he rolls his truck again he wants to be able to call for help...

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To Hell with Backups

This is an iSight camera. It was the webcam Apple used before they had them built-in. It sold for more money than most, but I had one. It was a gift from my mom. She gave it to me a few weeks before I left for South Korea. I used it to Skype home.

The iSight camera came in an unwieldy large case, because it had a bevy of accessories. One of these was a magnetic stand, to be used with the iMacs of the time (they had flat tops you could rest things like webcams and Pikmin). This magnet was pretty strong, but I don’t at all know the specifications of it (or of any magnets, really. I don’t know from magnets). I had an iBook, so I didn’t have much use for it anyway. It never purposefully came out of the box.

I returned from South Korea with a hard drive full of photos, documents, and memories. It wasn’t the best experience of my life, but it was at least well documented (I regularly blogged...

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